You hate me now thats no surprise,

You cant take the truth so I tell you lies,

before we spoke I was aloof,

Now I speak perceptual truth,

I said too much, thats my mistake,

You are too used to being fake,

Why would I inconvenience my life for you,

You may have heard it before but it wasnt true,

Whatever I said no matter how sweet,

was fabricated for you, the counterfiet.

 

 

Beauty is skin deep, ugly to the bone,

I surround myself with beauty, thats why I walk alone.

A pretty girl picks the one she wants to date,

an ugly boy is coy and has to masturbate.

Beauty is genetics and cruel twists of fate,

beauty is advantage in your choice of mate,

beauty is effort and wasted time in life,

beauty finds a husband, beauty finds a wife,

beauty is despair for those who cant compete,

beauty is as beauty does; Gump I must repeat.

Beauty trancends physical reaches to the mind,

beauty of the mental realm, very hard to find.

Beauty can be accidental or virgin turf,

beauty is the terrain,foliage.sky and surf.

Beauty is in beginnings, beauty is in first breath,

Beauty is in silence, beauty is ash and death.

 

 

Hear me speak:

 

Right before I enter for the first,

and drown to quench my ravishing thirst

I search for that one unique moment,

that look and sound of complete consent

 

The build up of welcoming tension

for the inevitable, yet unmentioned

the jittery skittery anticipation,

the needy greedy frustration.

 

with hungry hands and pleeding eyes,

with growning heat and restless thighs,

and explosive bloom of buds and flower

complete surrender of her power.

 

That is what I seek.

I see you and I want you
and finally you come
shining like the sun
I take hold of you,
your smooth curves
your texture, your firmness
your rich scent
I touch you and i take off
Others try to touch,
to take hold of you,
but I guard you jealously,
you are mine.

my heart soars as we near the climax
we are as one, your rythm becomes mine
up and down, my heart beats as I pump
I take hold of you as I soar
Up Up Up, I close my eyes for a second
and draw you close
I reach out with you
I am so close, as are you,
and for the eternity of a second
we move through the air.

Dunk.

And its over,
the crowd roars,
and you go to another,
but i will see you again,
soon.

THe only thing I trust u with
is my dick
U are absolutely nothing
but a trick
thats been played
too many times
a stupid little fish
fed too many lines.

 

U've been so confused and
stirred up
that u cant even remember
who fucked u up
u need a psychologist, a doctor, a vet
because u are 1 sick pup
you need a optician too
because u cant c
i'm like a ghost before u
u cant judge or even witness me.

 

Even my dick is wrapped
in a latex sheath
ur beauty is skin deep
with corruption beneath
and the stink shines
all the way through
i am saddened but i dont shed
a single tear for u.

If I should die,
I want to die alone
please dont cry
I am only flesh and bone

If I must go
I will not drag you down
I wish you could know
how you made me less alone

If I live I swear
I will give my life to you
you alone do I hold dear
please belive me its true

But let me die alone
and maybe weep my death
but say no more to me
Save your tears and breath

quietly creeping up

to spill my gut

to empty my cup

to swallow me up

 

ever peeking,

ever creeping

ever sneaking

ever seeping

 

one day I will look back

and there she will be

the lady in black

to kiss me.

 

 

Hollow

That’s how my heart feels now

Like a grave freshly dug

I wish I had a hug

I struggle to hide

My emotional suicide

My heart beats to a cease

Love didn’t renew its lease

Forensic tape now spread

My heart, my life is now dead.